As Time Goes By

20 Mei 2005
Enjoy it guyz....

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Tony Adhitya posted at 1:41 AM

Maap teman-teman, blog baru saya isi lagi skrg, maklum kondisi gw lagi sakit radang tenggorokan sejak jumat mlama minggu lalu. Setelah sempat baikan pas hari Senin dan Selasa, akhirnya kondisi kembali parah hari Rabu kemaren. Skrg udah lumayan dikitlah. Besok gw mau pergi Surabaya dulu, ada liputan yg harus gw selesaikan disana, kembali pas Sabtu Sore jam 5 ato 6. Btw, rasanya ndak banget sakit. Badan rasanya ngilu dan lemes, dan batuk-batuk juga menyertai. Sedihnya, sampe sekarang belom ada juga yg datang mengunjungi gw. Yah, mungkin temen-temenku lagi pada sibuk semua. Aku toh gak boleh keep complaining ke mereka. Toh gw gak ada apa-apanya. Cuma cowo biasa yg desperate dan gak ada siapa siapa untuk diharapkan. Untung temen-temen online udah ada yg menyemangati. Jadinya agak legaan dikit. Dan yg terpenting gw ngerasa Sakit yg gw alami ini adalah sebuah anugerah dari Allah yg Maha Mengetahui dan Maha Penyayang. Saking sayangnya dia sama gw, sampe-sampe gw disuruh beristirahat sejenak dari segala macam urusan duniawi dan urusan-urusan lain. Insya Allah besok udah sehat sedikit, sehingga flight to Surabaya bisa menyenangkan dan moga moga bisa bertemu tema baru disana. Btw, lagu kali ini gw ambil James Ingram "Whatever We Imagine", cocok untuk menggambarkan perasaan gw skrg. Yang masih berusaha dan berjuang agar dia bisa diberikan the same feeling just like i feel now. Cya soon dgn pic-pic yg gak kalah heboh dari Surabaya nanti.

"Whatever We Imagine" by James Ingram

Don't be afraid
I can meet you half way
We cant always know
Where the road ends up
But with some luck
I know we can go
Where-ever we imagine

Why should we wait
Later on maybe too late
Cause where can we run
When you see there's half a chance
That we might really become
Whatever we imagine

And I imagine you and me
Just taking shots at what we see
And if we falter
Take away the dust
And just outlast them all

You ought to see
All your heroes in me
But if we get wise
We can break the walls we make
And you can see in my eyes
Whatever we imagine

And I imagine you and me
Just taking shots at what we see
So let the walls go down
And we can try it again
Cause nobody can stop us now

Dont be afraid
Cause I'll meet you half way
You're not far behind
If we climb this hill
I know there's still a chance we can find
Whatever we imagine in our life

We can make it there baby
Ohhh, Whatever we imagine
Dont you see baby
It's all in our minds
I'll meet you halfway
Whatever we imagine

Tony Adhitya posted at 11:23 AM

Sabtu, 16 April '05

Ini ada kutipan kata-kata mutiara yang bagus banget, gw dapat dari temen multiply, namanya Abby. She's from UK. Ga pa pa ya gw comot kata-katanya, trus gw pasang di blog gw. Yang pasti kutipan ini truly inspire me today. Thx Abby. Klo temen-temen ada yg pengen tahu ttg dia, datang saja ke halama multiply-nya. Tapi kunjungi juga multiply tony ya. http://cisituboy.multiply.com

Cya ..cheers ^_^

You

Don't date because you are desperate.
Don't marry because you are miserable.
Don't have kids because you think your genes are superior.
Don't philander because you think you are irresistible.

Don't associate with people you can't trust.
Don't cheat. Don't lie. Don't pretend.
Don't dictate because you are smarter.
Don't demand because you are stronger.

Don't sleep around because you think you are old enough and know better.
Don't hurt your kids because loving them is harder.
Don't sell yourself, your family, or your ideals. Don't stagnate.!

Don't regress.
Don't live in the past. Time can't bring anything or anyone back.
Don't put your life on hold for possibly Mr/Mrs Right.
Don't throw your life away on absolutely Mr Wrong because your biological
clock is ticking.

Learn a new skill.
Find a new friend.
Start a new career.
Sometimes, there is no race to be won.
Only a price to be paid for some of life's more hasty decisions.

To terminate your loneliness, reach out to the homeless.
To feed your nurturing instincts, care for the needy.
To fulfill your parenting fantasies, get a puppy.
Don't bring another life into this world for all the wrong reasons.

To make yourself happy, pursue your passions and be the best of what you can
be.
Simplify your life. Take away the clutter.
Get rid of destructive elements: abusive friends, nasty habits, and
dangerous liaisons.
Don't abandon your responsibilities but don't overdose on duty.

Don't live life recklessly without thought and feeling for your family.
Be true to yourself.
Don't commit when you are not ready.
Don't keep others waiting needlessly.

Go on that trip. Don't postpone it.
Say those words. Don't let the moment pass.
Do what you have to, even at society's scorn.

Write poetry.
Love Deeply.
Walk barefoot.
Dance with wild abandon.
Cry at the movies.

Take care of yourself. Don't wait for someone to take care of you.
You light up your life.
You drive yourself to your destination.
No one completes you - except YOU.

It is true that life does not get easier with age.
It only gets more challenging.
Don't be afraid. Don't lose your capacity to love.
Pursue your passions.

Live your dreams.
Don't lose faith in your God.
Don't grow old. Just grow YOU!

When you give someone your time, you are giving them a portion of your life
that you'll never get back. Your time is your life. That is why the greatest
gift you can give someone is your time. Relationships take time
and effort, and the best way to spell love is T-I-M-E because the essence of
love is not what we think or do or provide for others, but how much we give
of ourselves.

Tony Adhitya posted at 7:57 AM

5 Apr '05

Today this is what i feel, i'm expressing in this poet.
God, thanks for still givin' a chance for me to love.

A Time For Love

It's been a long day
Long journey i've been through
Feeling down and down
But now it's the time

The right time
A time for love
The right moment
A moment in love

When you look at me
I see the fire
The big fire that melt my heart

It's the right time
A time for holding hands together
A time for rainbow colored weather
A time of make believe that we've been dreaming of

As time goes drifting by
The willow bends
so do I

But oh, my friends
whatever sky above
I've known a time for spring
A time for fall

But best of all
this is the right time
A time for love

Tony Adhitya posted at 9:42 PM

27 Mar '05
Gw gak tahu yah, selaen lagu-lagu yang ada di hot playlist gw, kenapa gw suka banget ama lagu ini.

Cannonball by Damien Rice

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer EACH DAY
Still I can't SAY what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer TO ME
So close that I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't WANNA scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

Dengerinnya paling pas klo malem-malem, lagi bengong gak ada kerjaan ato emang lagi nulis2 kecil di blog ato juga di journal multiply. Padahal gw dah tahu ni lagu lama banget lo. Hampir 2 tahun lah klo gw gak salah. Memamg sih liriknya sangat touching. Tapi kenapa yah? Why? Do i little closer to someone?? ummm...gak tahu lah.
Time will tell.

Tony Adhitya posted at 10:23 PM

Hore, akhirnya blog gw bisa aktif lagi, setelah beberapa lama vakum berhubung gw lagi suntuk dan boring karena gak dapat kerjaan tetap mulu.

Beberapa perubahan kecil terjadi berkat usul Indi, one of my online buddy. Akhirnya ada sistem komen-nya juga. Padahal tadinya kosong melompong tanpa komentar apa-apa huhuhuhu. List lagu-lagu favorit jg sudah di update. Buat yang tertarik terhadap list-list lagu tersebut, mungkin bisa langsung kontak gw. hihihi.

Tapi sayang masih ada cacatnya ini blogger. Setiap gw posting, entah kenapa tanggalnya gak ada.Duh, koq bisa begini yah. Indi bantu sayang donk. hehehe.

Oke dech mudah-mudahan terus berlanjut postingnya.

Anyway, pelem terakhir yang gw tonton di DVD player adalah Mr.3000. Bernie Mac lumayan lah mainnnya disini. Walau tidak seheboh Cuba Gooding Jr. di Jerry McGuire.

Udah ah, mo istirahat dulu. Besok ketemu lagi yah.hehehe.

Tony Adhitya posted at 1:13 AM

Seneng akhirnya bisa ngerubah tampilan blog, padahal tadinya males rubah-rubah lagi.
Atas saran ditdut maka blog dipercantik dengan beberapa alternatif baru dari blogkins, thx man. Akhirnya stelah bolak balik ampir 7 page, nyantol juga ama cool. Masalah belum selesai, slaen harus edit sana sini, tambah ini itu, akhirnya HERE's D BLOG.
Gila jam 2 pagi blom tidur gw.Entah kenapa hari ini capek tapi gw gak ngerasa ngantuk yg cukup berarti. Thanks buwat om gw, hari ini bisa ktemu juga, setelah dateng dari Perth, yang kmudian puter2 dulu ampe Johor Bahru dan Medan, baru deh ada kesempatan ktemu gw.
Sempet ngajak jalan2 juga tapi badan udah gatel niy...akibat ngadepin macet total di sudirman sore ini. Gilaaaaaa.....dimana-mana demo.
Anyway meski blog belom 100% completed, gw udah ngerasa seneng. At least there's something i can change. Udah ahh, i am yawning again.....zzz..zzz.zzz

Tony Adhitya posted at 2:15 AM

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